"Smile for the camera sweetheart. I really wanna immortalize the moment."
Just remember the first step in forgetting
Is destroying all the evidence.
With friends like you,
Who needs subtext?
Sub. Text. Sub. Text.

This is a .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart.

<3.

 Well Zach Clark, I officially LOVE YOU misterhead. Youre the best boy a girl could ever ask for. Im so glad I met you and that we can have our talks. You really help me figure things out hunnie.

 Okay so some things are being REALLY ghetto and I dont like them.

For ONE:  I think you're confused.

AND TWO: There's just not... time. There's not. And Im sorry that I dont feel that same way you do... but I tried to explain it yesterday....

And JUSTIN IS HERE. And it's a BLAST. TotaLLy. :) I think he might be staying over, which is always cool with me.

Mister SPENCER perkins.....and I are BOSS.

Love you all.

<3

<3.

I guess i'll always stop and see you,
and we'll run into each other's lives.
yeah, I guess.
although it tears me up inside.
everytime it burns my eyes with tears.
but i know you're worth the pain.
I've so much more to gain by waiting for you.
 you're going away,
but you're not going far.
so if she decides to leave you alone and crying.
you know i'm still here, the faithful one.
waiting for a message from you...
then i'll come...
faster...
than I ever thought that I could run...
cause I...
I need you more than I ever thought that I could need someone,
 yeah...
someone, someone else.
that i could need someone else...
someone else.
I know i will always stop and see you and we'll run into each other's fucked up lives.
yeah, i guess.
although it tears me up inside.
everytime it burns my eyes with tears.
but your waking up is the start of my lost cause.
and then you decide to leave me alone and crying.
but you know i'm still here,
the faithful one.
waiting for a message from you then i'll come...
faster...
than i ever thought that i could run...
cause i...
i need you more than i ever thought that i could need someone,
yeah...
someone, someone else.
that i could need someone else...
someone else.

Some may wear the uniform, and even look the part, but to truly be a real Marine, you must have a "Semper-Fi Heart. This heart is not earned in boot camp, but is developed along the way, and it grows because of dedication, through service each and every day. "Semper" is Latin for ALWAYS, Fidelis means FAITHFUL and TRUE. Faithful when things dont go your way, and even faithful when they do. You may not understand the rationale, or even know the reason why, but the mission will be accmplished, when your heart is SEMPER-FI .

         This is Zach Clark. And he has absolutely NO idea how much he means to me. I am truly BLESSED to have met such a wonderful person, and I can't believe thses past few months have just rushed by, and I know that the next 100 and how many ever days will go by even faster. I sucks, because I would do anything to keep him here, even for a day longer than he can stay, but at the same time, he is my hero. I hope to one day have as much courage as him, and be as brave as this boy is right now. He has no idea how much of an impact he has made on me, and I hope to one day help people the way this boy is going to do before much longer. 

Zach, I love you so much, and you know youre an inspiration to me, and tons of other people of course. I will miss you SO much, but until that final day comes, we're going to have some fun. <3

So mister ZACH CLARK is my hero. And I love him more than I could ever explain.....

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